Lately, I have been trying to not be indifferent to things and happenings around me, unlike what I have been acting in the past nearly 16 years of my life.

And I realised that it is not for me.

To put much care into almost everything, big or small, is taking too much out of me. I was pretty much next to being hypocritical when I show concern for matters. Deep inside, I know I do not give a (VWXX's line) flying shit about these matters. Mostly, by the way.

Sometimes I do really care. Minority.

I rather be indifferent than to be hypocritical about such matters. I am sorry, everyone. I tried. I really did.