I have been spending too much money lately. Really, too much. I do not like it when I spend too much money. It makes me feel bad. Whenever I buy something new I would want more. I have to try very hard to stop myself.

I do not like it. I do not like it. It is so tiring. Since when buying new things that you have desired for so very long has become such an exhausting chore?

Sometimes, I envy the rich. But I reckon that since they have little problems with satisfying their materialistic wants, they must have a lot of problems in other areas.

I do not know what kind of lifestyle suits me best. The joy of being a human. Sigh.